Why do we do this?

[Panther Sauce]

It feels more appropriate to write a real answer here now, It's been a few years since I really got good at selfsucking. The amount of time I had for stretching and sessions varied a lot, but for most of that time I had plenty of free time, and that is less so the case now. When I was training my flexibility it was once or twice a day, 7 days a week, now for the most part I'm just stretching before sessions or as needed during my day, I think I maintain my flexibility mostly by having sessions, and now that I have less free time, I'm prioritizing sessions and fighting the schedule to make it happen. Historically I've been having 3 or 4 or 5 sessions a week, and I'm currently managing 2.
(I did manage two handsfree sessions to orgasm on the same day, last weekend, but usually I just go once)
It is my silver lining in life, lucky enough, persevering enough, to be able, but I can't imagine life without it anymore. I need to be able to show myself love in this way, I'm not getting any otherwise, so, I'm really glad it's as fantastic as it is. The best sessions are scent and taste and feel, presence in the present moment, no fantasizing, sucking like I'm hungry for it because I am, and I need to cum, and I need to swallow, and every time I'm done I kiss it, aufwiedersaugen heh.
But yeah, now that life is busy and hectic, I'm still making sure to have my sessions, because it really is self care, and I really do need it.
It's not like being with another person, and that's one of the good things about it. My body is my sanctuary and reprieve, I take care of it, and it takes care of me, and that might be the most important relationship, I think.
Since I got serious about self sucking, I got in this habit of progress and improvement, so now I'm also working out most days, and I continue restoring my foreskin, and I'm meditating again, and I have this distinct knowing that I'm going the right way.
It's self care, and personal intimacy with myself, and there's nothing else like it.